Thinking of my core family today. I am the eldest of four children turning sixty-five in October; living twenty-five years with a rare muscle debilitating virus and confined to bed. It feels weird being the only one alive.
My younger brothers passed away in their forties (one from cancer, one from heart disease), my baby sister (nine years younger than me) passed away two years ago at the age of fifty-two after five-year-long battle with Stage 4 lung cancer.
My father left us when he was sixty-two from tongue and throat cancer, My orphaned mother (her parents died when she was four) had a heart attack and a stroke. She left us when she was seventy-two, twenty-three years later. Dad was thirteen years her senior.
It’s an odd feeling. I often wonder if it was all a dream.
If possible, mend fences with estranged loved ones. Once they are gone, there will often be regrets. Keep in touch with family and friends. Life speeds by so quickly. Never leave anything unsaid.
Many times, I pick up my phone to call my siblings or my mother, then I realize I cannot. Grief comes in diverse waves like the ocean. So don’t be afraid to reach out.
Me when I was eleven. my two-year-old sister, a cousin, & my brothers, ten & three
Categories: A Poem, A Short Story, inspirational, non-fiction, Poetry
A very good advice, Nancy. Life is so short, and some people die too early. You never know. It is so sad your siblings left this world in such a young age.
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I still grieve for them occasionally when a memory comes to mind. It feels so strange not to be able to call any of them. They knew me best. Thank for your kindness
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They knew you young. For me it is a very important thing. It does feel strange that someone so close is no more.
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Sorry for all your losses, Nancy. Life can be so strange, and unfair.
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Thank you. There are two things I will never understand: suffering and death
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You have written such an inspirational poem to share with us all. Your determination and courage is so encouraging, Nancy. Much love and hugs!
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Thank you for such kind words. xoxox
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It’s my pleasure. ❤
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I am so shy and humbled when I receive beautiful comments like yours, that I don’t know what to say. Please know my “thank you” comes straight from my heart. By the way, I love your blog. Maybe I told you that already. xox
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I do understand but keep writing because I believe that is a wonderful testimony, Nancy. Thank you too for your kind words. ❤ hugs
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So sorry for your losses, Nancy 😥
… yet so glad God gives you strength! 🙂 💜 ❤
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Thank you. It’s amazing how God strengthens us and give us joy in the midst of grief
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