I hope you have enjoyed the quotes this week. It has been my pleasure to share some of my favorites.
It must be so, lest all our sufferings be in vain, making life nothing more than futility. After experiencing nine near-death encounters, I believe in my heart that something beautiful awaits us. I will share two of them, the first and the last. In 1995, my leg spasms were so […]
Many days I fall into unexpected deep depressions. They blind side me. During those times, I put a sheet over my head and pull my covers completely over my face and listen to songs like Whiter Shade of Pale and N.U.M.B. It’s amazes me that I don’t suffocate. […]
Cocooning myself in bed, with the covers over my head while listening to sad, poignant songs relieves my emotional and physical pain. Far better than the self-harming I have done in the past to escape the agonies of my life. Music soothes my soul.
I’m so bummed. I have to go back into the hospital again because I need antibiotic infusions to kill these infections. If it hadn’t been for the heartless negligence of one nurse I would have been done with the infusions, but she let my IV go bad because […]
March 25 is my younger sister Kathy’s birthday. I scrolled through various personal gift websites. I love sending her sentimental gifts. I was nine years old the day Mom brought Kathy home. She looked just like my Thumbelina doll, wiggling in my mother’s arms. I loved helping […]
Seems like I’m trapped on a never-ending roller coaster ride; never liked them as a kid; terrified me so much, I always threw-up. Yesterday, I received a devastating email that sent me spiraling into a well of depression. How I’d love to escape – go for a dreamy, […]
Where is that lovely place we go when we dream? I don’t know where it is or what I do, but I can walk, and it’s just lovely. Not one night passes by that I don’t dream or have a recurring nightmare. I walk or dance in each one. Sometimes […]